7am on day 10 of my hospitalization. There is a possibility that I may go home today. ? I had the spinal surgery and had the gamma knife radiation. Both with some success I might add. That gamma ray thing is really freaky. I woke up a few times and you are just in what seems like a long white box. You start questioning where you actually are. Am I in a test? Am I dreaming? Am I really in the hospital or is this just some sort of weird dream cycle I cannot get out of?
Apparently watching me with the test freaked my boyfriend out. Seeing screws in your girlfriend’s head is somehow easier than dealing with an ileostomy? Who knew?
But I seem to be healing well now. Walking might be nice though. Haven’t even gotten down one hallway yet. Although my guess is that there will be little gremlin like people here to push me again. Yesterday, it was poop. You know, because it is necessary to fill your body with toxic amount of laxatives so that you can have enough bowel movement to clog the city sewers! But hey, what do I know!?
Thank you for all the well-wishes and prayers. I am definitely a believer that we have a group consciousness that can support each other in times of need. So, again, thank you! I will keep everyone updated.